Retreat: Day Three: PM

Well, this is it. 

My last retreat post. Once I'm done here, I'll be packing up my gear in preparation to leave in the morning. I highly doubt you'll hear from me tomorrow. 

It's been an epic time. Though today went way, way too fast. So fast that even though I got up at six-thirty thinking it was eight-thirty, I didn't eat dinner until after seven. I planned to take a nap and the next thing I knew it was almost four. 

I am confident in what I'm doing on many fronts now. I'm still excited for this story even though I spent a lot of time writing just brain barf. But that's okay. That's usually what I do anyway. I have a better handle on my characters and how I want things to go down. So it's a total win. I achieved an epic word count and I needed to write those words to know things. 

We did find out that this house won't be available going forward. Something with the town and something something something. I don't know. It's sad because this is the perfect layout and size for us. The only thing that's not sad is I won't miss my bed here. I remember saying my bed sucked last time, but it was hard to know for sure because I was dealing with my hip at the same time. 

I can say without pause that my bed here is horrible. I woke up with leg pain, back pain, side pain, and shoulder pain. So good riddance to that. We're looking for new houses, but since I'm not sure what our schedule is going to look like in the month we're planning, I have to wait to commit. 

And that's a wrap. 

Behave! 

Retreat: Day Three: AM

It was a mostly crappy night's sleep. 

I solved my light pollution issue, but not the comfort issue. I think the bed is just not comfortable. Especially since I woke up with pains. One more night and then I'll be back in my comfy bed. I also rolled over thinking it was after eight. Uuhhh...it wasn't even seven. 

That's okay. I had to pee and I kept questioning my word count from yesterday. I was correct with my tally. I can take a nap later if I want. But it's supposed to be close to sixty today and I don't know if I want to miss that. 

All I know is that I'm going to be cranking out the words.

And that is all...

Behave!

Retreat: Day Two: PM

And I'm still rolling. I'm in danger of breaking my brain though. 

I've netted about 12k words so far today. I'm debating whether to continue or let my brain rest and goof off the rest of the evening. 

I will have to do some heavy edits. My stream of thought turned into revealing backstory, which is completely fine and needs to be done, just maybe not in the huge chunks I've been putting on the page.

I'm at one with this story so even with the backstory puking out of me, I'm not faltering anymore and that is epic. It's been a hot minute.  

It's been a lovely day. I only got one work call which is fantastic. I've been in my comfy clothes all day. I have played musical chairs with the sitting surfaces here and finally went back to my regular spot after fortifying it with pillows. (This couch is very well worn and the cushions slouch into the back making your back hurt) I even managed to hit my step goal for the day. 

I think I'm leaning towards the goofing off at this point, but that might change. We'll see. 

And that is all for now...

Behave! 

Retreat: Day Two: AM

The view from my writing spot is glorious. And I still feel as obnoxious as I did yesterday, so there's that. I'm keeping it to myself. Mostly. Ha!

I slept in a bit. Which I don't think counts because it took me forever to fall asleep last night. It was light pollution, struggling to find a comfortable position, a wee bit of anxiety of things that aren't within my control - you know, the usual. 

I'm in my writing spot with my document open and maybe 75 words written. Ha! I have a full cup of coffee (my second) and I'm getting back to the manuscript now. 

Behave!

Retreat: Day One: PM

Well, here we are at almost the end of day one. Yeah, it's early by standards, but not when you've been up since five am after not sleeping great, worked half of a crazy day, hauled your gear (times two - once loading up this morning and again when i got here), and let yourself relax for the first time in a long time. 

Okay. I'm almost at the relaxed part. 

I intend to sleep in tomorrow. The alarms are already turned off. 

I did figure out how to work the coffee pot, which is important. And I found a cool mug that holds a lot of coffee. 

I have written more words in these few hours than I have in a while. It's a good feeling and I think I'm going in the right direction. We had our nacho dinner (the only meal we share while here) and we've checked a few things off of our "agenda". I put that in quotes because it's really a list of stuff we want to talk about in no particular order. 

I think I might be diving into the self publishing world here soon. I'll let you know when I figure stuff out and get that going. My time is going to be short over the next few weeks, which will give me the opportunity to continue to gather information and figure out how I want to start. 

Other than that... I'm so happy to be here. (so much that I'm a tiny bit of obnoxious. Just a tiny. Ha!) 

Behave! 

Retreat: Day One: Arrival

Here I am! 

I made it here in good time and didn't almost die on the highway this time. I stopped for ice and tea for one of my retreat mates. And I forgot the ice. Of course. But the fridge here makes ice and the ice tastes fine so unless something happens, I'm not going back out. 

I have organized my room, ate some cheese crackers, and changed into my comfy pants. We've had a short session of talking and now everyone is getting stuff done. 

Or trying to. 

I didn't forward work calls and my phone has been going off constantly. It's a crap shoot though. Some days no calls come through. Other days it's reminiscent of being at the switchboard where you're putting people on hold to answer three other lines. Oh well. It is what it is. I only have another hour and a half to deal with it. Oh. And all day tomorrow. If it gets bad, I'll have my boss switch the lines, but I don't expect it to be a problem. 

The view is so beautiful here. I'm currently sitting on a super comfy couch with a built in footrest, facing woods and rolling hills. I have a new document open and I'm ready to begin. 

And that's it for now...

Behave! 

Almost Time!

This time tomorrow I'll be about an hour away from heading to retreat! (I mean, if this blog posts at the time it's supposed to!) 

I have collected my meals and just have to do laundry and pack clothes and my computer. 

I ready to restart this book. I've been writing copious notes and thoughts on how I need it to be and that's been helping my brain get in the right space. Yeah, I could have started it before, but it feels symbolic to begin again on retreat. 

That's all until retreat starts! 

Behave! 

Weekend Wrap Up

This weather needs to get its act together. Either rain or snow, but if it's going to be snow, then bring it! It looks like it's snowing now though. I have no idea what's going to happen. 

Here we are at Sunday evening again. Okay, it's not quite evening... or is it? 

Anyway... here's the Sunday list:

1. Not getting to sleep in on Saturday since the construction guys started banging things at 6:30. Technically, I guess I got an hour more than normal, but since I woke up at 3:30 and couldn't go back to sleep, I don't think it counts. 

2. Getting our shopping done ahead of the "milk, bread, and eggs" crowd. 

3. Making something new for our Saturday evening plans. Cannoli dip. It turned out really well! 

4. Paint night with friends. It was a blast. That Man even painted and his turned out so good! Mine looks like a baby owl. (We painted owls) His looks like it was supposed to. He's far more artistic than I am. 

5. Sleeping in this morning. It was lovely.

6. Waking up to "breakfast pizza" made by That Man. And coffee. 

7. Retreat in 3.5 days!!

8. Mac and cheese for dinner. We made a meal for folks that had a really hard week and just doubled it so we had dinner too. So technically dinner was made by noon. 

9. Chocolate chip cookies. 

That's all I have...

Behave!

Feel Good Friday

Yay! It's Friday!

It's raining here! And it's cold. Not freezing, but cold and damp. It makes me want to take a nap...

Here's my list:

1. Retreat in less than a week. 

2. Pizza for dinner. No cooking! 

3. Texting with K5. 

4. Sleeping in tomorrow. 

5. That Man and I making plans for a solo weekend. 

6. Weekend plans. 

7. The cleaning out of old papers that has occurred in my house. (Still no documents)

That's it...

Behave! 

Stuff & Things

In one week, I will be on retreat! 

I cannot tell you how much I am looking forward to the days of solid writing, the companionship of friends, and the peaceful setting. 

Writing has been slow this week. I'm on a mission to find some documents that aren't where they were supposed to be. So far, I have unloaded my house with tons of unneeded papers and things that don't need to be kept. I have a few more places to look -- well, more like go through places again because maybe I missed them? IDK, it's exhausting and satisfying.

Anyway. I'm willing to forgive myself for the lack of words on the page. Besides the above, I'm not super happy with how things are going. It's like I'm missing something. Which I think is my brain keeps going back to how it was originally written and that's not how I want it. Working through that and I will overcome. I'm still very excited for this story. 

What else? Not much. Same old around the homestead. 

And that is all...

Behave!